Je t'aime!

Je t'aime. Such a simple phase yet it holds soo much gravity.
As we get older it gets harder to say and even harder to express.
It isn't because we don't know love. 
It's because we are afraid to take that risk; 
The plunge that leaves us vulnerable to all the harsh realities of this world. 
I don't use it often so if you feel it from me; 
It is a huge expression. 
Because I love you not knowing if my feelings will ever be returned.


Note: I am elated when I think of him, but I know our time is done and that God will give me another. I have been soo desperately holding onto a ghost who never was. My Black Knight was not a knight at all. Though he may appear valiant. He was a charlatan who is unaware of the greatness that runs through his veins. But I am not called to judge.

God gives each of us soo many gifts and blessing; making us his finest works of art. But it up to us to bring glory to him through our lives and our actions. For me, it is to love because of all that I see before my eyes and not despite what appears ugly and wrong.

Just Love.