Black Knight : The Beginning at The End



"On the day of the equinox, the knight had finally addressed the maiden.

But it was with great distance. It was as though their
 time together had never happened.
She felt like a fool.

The maiden was puzzled by this revelation. 
So she continued to pray for guidance and courage.

HE said: BE STILL."

Note: Eventually, we did start talking again. He saw me through the last 6 months while I was on my spiritual journey. He was truly my backbone in all things. There wasn't a week that passed by that we didn't at least talk a handful of times. I could not ask for a greater blessing than him through my trials and especially through the sudden death of my uncle. However, when the time came for my baptism; he wasn't there like he promised. And I knew what I had to do. I had to let go and finally let God do his work. 

My belief is that if we are truly meant to be in each other's lives; God will find a way. If not, I hope he knows that I will always love him and that he is deserving of a love equal or greater than one I am capable of showing him. We, as children of God, are all deserving of a beautiful love that moves us beyond what we fathom possible. 

So in truth it might be the end of our story. BUT it is only the beginning of God's Story. 

Next, I will know share the poems I wrote. I hope you all can laugh at my silliness. 

With all my love,
Lin

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