Letters from the White Queen

At the end of your days: Will your time on earth account for something? Or will your body leave this world, Without leaving an impression behind? What will you be?  The wallflower, Or the centerpiece in your life's story? I want to be the soul that stands before God, And is able to say that I expelled all the gifts he gave me; And did my best to experience life in its fullest.  Cutting all the red tape and soaring above the clouds.

In the midst of my fears, That is where I find YOU. I am bare for all the world to see, Yet, YOU stand beside me. I dance and soar through the sky, And there you remain, Right beside me. Always watching, Always guarding, Beside me. Note: This is my relationship with God. I feel his constant presence in my life through good times and bad times. He is always there with me. No matter the outcome. My life is HIS. 

There is a joker amongst the court. He sings and plays all day long. He is full of spirits and humor, But isn't very tall. He is loved by all. Alas, they don't know;  He is not the joker at all.  For in their comfort,  They reveal their hand to him without fault. He controls them all. Each one having a part,  In his orchestrated ball. He is the puppet master, Who sees all.

In the darkest corners of my mind, that is where I find you. My thoughts of you creep out when I think I am fine. Oh, how the concepts of self worth play in my mind. For it is I to blame for your sudden good bye. Note:  I believe we can all relate to this idea of blame when relationships end. The process of getting over is difficult and lonely at times. But when we pray and look towards HIM for answers, we are never alone. HE will always be with us through our heartache and the happiest moments of our lives.  A prayer life is essential in being the beckon of life in the darkness.